Had a very nice time.
It had been awhile since I took mushrooms, about two years. I took them spontaneously with a friend of mine last night. They were the first fresh mushrooms that broke their veils. I was careful only taking about 20 grams fresh, I can't be sure how mushrooms will affect me since it's been awhile.
The ideas were very clear. It was very obvious to me that the fear I've always had with psychedelics was rooted in my lack of a "guardian", be it the idea of a spirit, god, whatever. I had some intense moments looking at a light and feeling holiness in everything.
Possibly the most important line of thought that occurred is this. I was looking out the window in the door. And I was thinking about the world as it is, myself within it. I realized that there is no enlightenment for "me". I think that I'm trapped in a cage, that I might get out. But I realized that the details of myself are woven into this cage, they are inseparable. And I felt that this "escape" is already done. I can't possess it, but it's already done.
Wild ideas. It was one of the more "enlightening" trips. It helped that I absolutely enjoy my friend.
Edited by Guy1298, 07 February 2017 - 07:59 PM.