When I got lucky a few years ago and got the paper I have had for the last few years, the first sheet was laid to impress, and Goddamn did it ever. Two hits and the toilet was still melting 14 hours later. The rest is normally dosed and two is a decent 12 hour trip, maybe a little on the mild side. Last time we both had the energy and time to do some I inadvertently grabbed some off the stronger chunk and did 2.5 while the wife did 1.5, and man I was literally puddled. Could not sing, could not play guitar, felt like I was spinning apart on a molecular level. Had tears streaming down my face and a permagrin that left me with cramps in my cheeks. Dayum! Haven't tripped since then and I hope it did not scare the wife off of indulging with me as every time I have brought it up there has been some reason not to go again. I hope she gets to a place where she wants to someday in the not too distant future. I hope you can find it in yourself to go again sometime too. I have never liked tripping alone and I need at least one person grinning and grooving with me to enjoy myself.
Truthfully I think it would be fine if I wasn't alone. I said I wanted to be alone and sent my friend away. Then when I changed my mind because I was not expecting to be shot into hyperspace, I couldn't reach him right away. Time dilation made it seem like I had been calling for hours (it was literally minutes) and I freaked out. As soon as the poor bastard arrived after turning around and driving 2 hours back, I was OK. Not OK but I knew I would make it because he was a lifeline. That 2 hours was seventy five lifetimes for me. imagine a 2 (earth) hour dmt trip. I was stupid and arrogant and as much as I think I'm a lone ranger it was really too much for a koala to bear. I am humbled and remember literally everything so it's still fresh agony.
You remember that movie hellraiser? I get it now (not the experience but the desire).
edit- I just went back and checked the feedback on the same product from others... nothing negative, I think I just got the trip I deserved.
Edited by tailsmcsnails, 28 February 2017 - 03:23 AM.