Last night I had an experience that completely balances the scary acid trip last week.
My friend who has yet to really experience DMT asked if he could try with my new GVG. I was like SURE since that's the reason I bought it! Loaded it up with mullein and dmt... tried to get the hang of it... got a bit of vapour. Tried less herb, more herb... each try adding another pinch of DMT to the chamber. He got enough that it sent him to an empty black place, but didn't see or hear anything. I wasn't going to mess with DMT after last week, still feeling fragile. My friend then tried some mullein and dmt in a lightbulb stype vape, and got his usual cough til he vomited shredded lungs thing.
So we decided to just try a little weed in the GVG. No worries. Friend took a toke or two, passed it to me. I very carefully took a tiny bit... wow, there was definately a little DMT in there. Very nice. Friend said he'd had enough. I kept taking puffs of vapour... then suddenly I started to say 'there's a LOT of DMT in this' but only got to 'there's a.....' and I was catapulted into hyperspace!! All the DMT we'd been failing to vaporise must have gone 'poof' all at once.
WOW!! Unexpected without volition or consent DMT trips are something else. BUT I was so proud of me, because when the sky unzipped and someone in DMT-space said to me 'what are you doing back?' and started winding up to scare me, I relaxed into the fear and said 'I have a right to see whatever you can show me' HOW CHEEKY AM I??? I can't believe I said that. The intelligence showed me a lot of scary things and I cried but I kept saying (and I whispered out loud apparently) 'you can't stop me from looking'. Eventually the scary images kind of petered out and I couldn't stop smiling.
The other weird thing about this unexpected journey is that it had TWO peaks. After I came back from the first whoopsie daisy breakthough, I was back in our world and kind of laughing and talking to my friend and drying my tears and suddenly a wave came over me and BOOM I was back in DMT space.
After the second breakthrough, I continued to trip in this reality for several hours, enjoying beautiful visuals and that feeling of love and wonder that I associated with acid before the Mordor trip.
tl dr a little cannabis plus about 25 servings of DMT deployed russian roulette style can exorcise your demons.