I went today and expected to hear crap about about my UA that revealed I
No mention of my cannabis use , my xanax prescption was stopped due to the
UA - cannabis in urine.
Today the DR. offered me Adderall - amphetamine ! I didn't take any.
I have been offered opiates also. She only wanted to help me, I cannot stress that enough.
I love my Doctor.
I do not think of my DR. in any sexual way, but I am attracted to her
mind and she is physically awesome , and in my age group. I suppress sex thoughts of her.
Man the purple nails and lipstick, the holding onto me today as I sought to
release from her................ but she kept a hand on me that made me think.....
We also talked about deep thoughts about humanity and the solution to bring us together as people.
Am I the only one who feels like this? is this transference?
I guess it seems I have a crush on my DR.
What are the chances she will be my second wife? mean My two wives and me?
I know some won't approve. others like my dad would say two women four time the problems
I just want to be happy.
EDIT- I would do anything for my Doctor, any thing she asked of me.I want a reward
Edited by Heirloom Spores, 11 April 2017 - 02:37 PM.