Just wondering how psychedelic-use has permanently changed you.
People can definitely be a bit out there, and I think I always react with a bit of skepticism. For instance, if I'm at a meditation group and we sit for 30 min and someone starts telling me they had a bunch of intense visuals, I start to wonder if that's them making shit up. Usually I think it is. Visuals definitely do occur during meditation, on occasion. But, my bullshit detector feels the person out and what they're saying fairly quickly, can't help it.
Haha. Certain people definitely have lying personalities.
In any case, I have met some people that have expressed some pretty intense perceptual changes. Some of them I'm sure would be hard to live with. But, couldn't really say if it's true or not, as with everything. Haha.
Mostly just curious. Wanting to see a bit of a sample.
As for perceptual changes on my end. You might say HPPD when it was actually causing me stress. Nowadays, it doesn't cause me stress, so it doesn't qualify as HPPD. Haha. But, I definitely have light tracers and a nice bit of noise. Occasionally, I get bright light visual distortion happening not too far out into peripheral vision that skates around my vision for about 10 min at a time. It hasn't ever settled into the middle of my vision, but it's come close.
I also think I get body highs more often for usually less of a reason. Mostly tied to the breath. Also, weird sensation changes at the nostrils. This I attribute to psych-use combined with meditation.
Outside of that things have remained similar. It's sort of funny how seeing things clearly becomes less and less a problem. It bothered the hell out of me at first. It's what I get for using massive doses with basically no experience... stupid stupid in those days.
Well, that's it.
Edited by Guy1298, 30 August 2017 - 11:52 PM.