Night before last was more than a rainbow. I had like 20 million words it seemed to be descriptive of it all.
The woman was there with me and it all started with a serious tone like "okay this is about healing and message the plant has to say about life, insight." Ended up anything but. When it appeared it wasn't going to be like all that, we just went with it.
I took, i dunno how much, here and there over the night. Ended about 8am, rather quick after the sun was fully up.
Much to do about colors and travel and glitters everywhere. Laughing, very light. Music. Incense (beautiful smells). Words poured in, mostly subconscious tho. Can't really articulate it. Was just like travel i guess, on George Harrison's old guitar, Rocky.
After sleeping a lot of the next day (not unusual as i normally work nights)... it was like being dropped. Plunked down here.
Felt very heavy and gray and dull white. But i remember the night before where i had a very clear thought "this is all around all the time, you just don't have awareness of it all." It seemed that is the "reality" superimposed onto this one.
So it was hard to really feel that yesterday after waking.
I come down to reality where it is mad people, blaming, numbing on alcohol, gossipy, very entrenched in religious "better than thou", and the medical establishment high priests.
So i been very quiet. Not sure what to say mostly. Been quiet and pretty detached since. Politely detached. ... No point in arguing things that belong to this gray state. The inhabitants in agreement with it and protect it.
I guess i am passing thru. ?
So i started my next grow of star gazers. hope it works out well as the bulk was in the box for a few days.
Would like to pull some of that world into this one.