I suppose I'll make this into a thread for my thoughts and experiences with mushrooms as time goes on. I'm a bit tired of making a thread every time I feel a bit high.
To start this off, I have probably been microdosing for a couple weeks now. But, not really microdosing, much more like very mildly tripping, and not every other day or so, more like every day. Haha. Took it's toll on me this week. I remember last time I did things in an abusive way. I remember at the tail end of it sitting in my bathtub and hanging on against intensely depressive feelings. Trying to see the light, but being torn completely down.
Seems I did that to myself this week, not so intense though, but something to be a bit concerned about.
I dig that Paul Hedderman and Ramana Maharishi stuff for some reason. I actually feel that it's right.
There is a particularly small jump that can be made in thinking, it's small, but it makes an infinity of difference. Am I this? No. The line is clear... I am not this at all. I'm not what came before, I'm not what comes after. Seen in this way, the ongoing show in the mind is literal nonsense. Haha. That's relief. :).