I don't know what I'm doing, why I post here when it's pretty much just spam at this point. I want to apologize. I know this isn't the place for most of what I end up talking about. I just felt the need to vent.
They say don't text while drunk. In my case it really should be "don't text while darci."
I promise that if there's another one, it will come only after I've discovered sanity.
If you can forgive me...
I haven't been here in quite a long time.
For what it's worth I've always enjoyed your posts. They're always honest and it shows that you fearlessly bear your heart for all to see as you wish to express it.
I believe very strongly that by putting our thoughts and feelings into words, simply knowing that others might read them, acts as a powerful catharsis that can heal us in some ways. Even just getting out what's within us and making it indelibly, be it carving into wood, written in ink, formed into art, or posting it online, can help us make it through tough times.
Please don't apologize for having found a home where you feel comfortable enough to write what you feel must be written at the time. I don't think anyone here would complain about that.
Feel free to write when you feel that you must.
Half the time I feel that anything I write or say is useless, but I do it anyway because if I didn't I couldn't get through the day.
Oh, by the way, happy Autumn!