The thing that is bothering me is that I hold in my hits exhale lay down and then watch the initial come up visuals of that checkerboard grid that just dissolves into other patterns and shapes as the seconds go by. I then have enough time to probably get 10 breaths in that I can hear / visualize then it’s gone. I wake up usually 20-60 minutes later with that feeling of peace and comfort that everything is back to normal but besides those initial ten breaths and the initial shapes and patterns I feel like it ended or I keep falling asleep. It’s not that I am overwhelmed and just can’t come up with words to explain what I witnessed. I literally felt removed from the experience like I hear when we smoke too much or too little people say this happens but 15-25mg seems like not too low of a dose and definitely not too high of a dose. It seriously feels like I am tapping out mid trip and just blank out. Each DMT trip like I said usually 15min before waking up and shaking it off but sometimes with harmalas I noticed specially it’s longer. Even though I am “out” dreaming or whatever the trip literally only felt like it lasted 30seconds to a minute. All 5 of them felt like that. The first two it wasn’t as noticeable because I was just focused on what I did see.
What is wrong with me? Is anyone else experiencing something like this?
Edited by coleman318, 31 October 2018 - 08:39 AM.