I had two mystical experiences in two consecutive trips 4 days apart.
Since it’ll be a huge post I’ll add a little detail of the things I’ll cover.
I’m going to leave out certain details of things that I’m not yet sure about since I’m new to the experience. If there are questions of any kind I’ll try to answer them as best as I can.
In this post I'll cover the first experience and talk about the second experience on another post.
These are the things I’ll cover over all.
-Dosage and method
-Extraterrestrial consciousness (not sure of what kind yet, the teachings have to continue)
-Questions along the way in hope that those with experience can help me with their opinion about things to come, expect, to try etc.
I took a dose of 3.5g of powdered (Brazilian strain) mushroom on lemon juice, after meditating for about 40 minutes, on an empty stomach at 12:30 pm. I continued to meditate laying on my bed as the journey began. Played some isochronic tones during the meditation and all the time I spent laying down with some shades on my eyes in a dark room. Next to me was lit up a nice candle with wood scent. This was the first part of the trip which didn’t seem to have been any different than previous trips although I didn’t have bodily symptoms as bad as I had in other sessions. There is not much to say about this part other than I remained in a meditative state between awake and sleep but mostly awake. Closed eyes visuals maybe? This part always feels like if dreaming awake? If anyone can relate to that. I guess it’s because one has not made a break through and it’s all due to the body load etc.
So after maybe 2 ½ hours I got bored and got up feeling as if the trip was fading away. Took a homemade vegetable and fruits juice, not high on sugar and without any added sugar. Thought I’d play a 4k video of a nature park I had reserved as part of the setting but it didn’t feel interesting. I continued to get sober and sober and getting ready to go out, drive and all that. The plan had been that by the time the trip was over It’d be close to sunset and I would go watch it by the sea with the family. I decided to go sit in the back yard, just by the door for the remaining few moments of the fading trip. Though I’d take a puff or two of cannabis smoke as to get relief from some bodily symptoms (stomach, anxiety etc). I did that and after the third puff the magic started to happen. It was a rebirth for me.
It started with me having interesting thoughts and perception. There was a higher intelligence guiding me through the experience. It was actually the beginning of transcending to another type of consciousness. I lost all bodily symptoms and a happiness of immeasurable level started filling me. I didn’t think that the human being could feel this happy. Actually the best way to put it is a happiness that came after being liberated from a prison of some sort that you knew you'll never go back to.
Before I continue let me emphasize that the cannabis smoke was the missing link for me and I highly recommend it to anyone that is having issues with breaking through due to heavy bodily symptoms or issues with set and setting maybe? It took me right there to this other consciousness plane. Only two or three puffs did it. The cannabis worked in me like a totally different agent than when used alone at any level or via any method(smoked or ingested). I felt as sober as one could ever be but I was operating at a higher consciousness. When I first noticed this phenomena, still sitting in the back yard just outside the house, I hurried and went to prep a second lemon tek of 2.0g so I’d continue going in the promising path.
During the preparation of that lemon tek I noticed that I was being very delicate with the sacrament as I now felt it had a spirit and worried about what was the best way to handle it. Should I ingest the residue? I felt like doing that but worried that I would somehow spoil the experience with renewed heavy bodily symptoms etc, so I decided to give the residual mushroom flesh back to the earth throwing it away into the bushes.
So, just after I took that second or third puff in the beginning of the experience the spirit of the cannabis arrived to my mind as a though about this beautiful woman from work that I like. It made me smile as it felt very natural. The thought was seeing her suddenly appear with a smile at me like an angel in a vast field of grass and trees in the sky. I began falling into a kind of plants consciousness. My not- too-well taken care of backyard suddenly seemed very pretty. I felt the plants communicating beautiful and comforting feelings towards me that made me politely laugh. In return I started getting fascinated by their beauty. I glanced at the whole greenish-yellowing-beigeish grass, trees etc. I felt they wanted to teach me something. I decided to go deeper into the backyard and get completely surrounded by them. Then I started to perceive a bigger entity that I felt to be mother nature. Unlike the other weeds/small plants that were closer to me, where I originally sat, this other entity was the mother of all, including us humans. I felt her crying in happiness and worry about her babies (us humans) who she thinks she’s losing due to some dark force, virus? Which I perceive to be what we call regular life consciousness. She wanted me to know that we were never expelled from the Garden of Eden, that it’s just a lie we have been told as part of an evil plan.
I was walking all around the back yard in awe, happiness, smiling and laughing with excitement about this new found reality. I’m surrounded by these beings (no hallucinations just the plants as we see them everyday but they seemed to have a personality that was communicating with me via thoughts and feelings). For a moment I had a feeling that they were celebrating my arrival and that they had been waiting for me. Throughout the experience I would stop and do a reality check to see if I was developing an egoistic attitude but it was never the case. Obviously I can express the things I felt but some things I’m not sure what they meant and belong in the list of things to investigate.
After a while I started getting more comfortable and started to think of some questions and in return I’d get an answer from them. I wondered if I was on the right track in life, how things were regarding my closed ones and about everything else and the reply was positive. It did communicate to me that I should go and let some clean air in the house to do some cleansing of the atmosphere that was a little darkened and I went and did just that.
I question why I had been granted this gift and they kind of said that I had earned it cause I had been through a real tough life.
After some couple of hours of this experience I felt it was too important to let a close one know about it. I wanted them to see me in my current condition so they learned that there was really a place to look forward to get to. I engaged in a conversation that lasted until the experience was over. The way it worked was that I could leave the backyard and go operate normally but then could come back to continue the teachings. This works for as long as the substance is still in one’s system.
Later when I had the chance to tell my wife, who was out, I cried and couldn’t speak for a minute. The only other time I had every cried in my wife’s presence was when we received the news of having lost a good friend of mine years ago.
Edited by TheArchangel, 03 January 2019 - 06:24 AM.