Sorry, I been working a ton and couldn't get back around to post on this sooner.
You don't think the amounts you described taking could be detrimental to having positive effects of tripping?
No, if anything, removed the veil.
I sure wish I had gotten to read this report before it got edited... I have a feeling it was interesting.
The edit did nothing but take away the mention of my more personal thoughts and beliefs that I am unsure of sharing publicly.
Again, words escape me, I suppose my trip report is about existence and the perception I have of it on psychedelics as well as not being on them and just existing. But what was we before we became what we are now? History is not always correct.
I will get it out the way right now. It is my thoughts that we are aliens to this world. We (our life force, energy, soul), whatever you want to call it is from another place, we are dimensional / innerspace travelers. We come from the same dimension that poked a hole in this existence, reality, dimension, space, that is what we can visibly see and not see. Most call it the "big bang".
I think I am somewhat a fallen "watcher" not angel, just to get that clear. The reason why I say a "watcher" is just how I observe, take notes on "humans" and their beliefs, thoughts, actions, adjustments to improvisation, atrocities, and everyday being. It's not the same as a "normal" person does with just getting to know someone or their environment. Most time when I meet someone in real life, I see them, I see their energy, the colors they produce, I see their ancestors that are with them, I can tell what they are feeling, I can also hear some of those that came before that stand with them on daily basis, why? how?
Have I been here before to notice these things, or have I always been and am just now beginning to remember what or who I am? How about you? How about the existence that's existing now, has that been caused by choices or just what you are?
I could get deeper but I'll tread lightly for the moment, I'm not sure how others that read this will take it.