The beginning feeling was a very strong head high, Very heavy. Later on i experienced the 'body drunk' feeling that many speak of. I felt like my body was being pulled down and i was very high from the herb as well. I quickly got the slight visuals I experienced from my old muscaria trips, And the herb amplified it. As i kept drinking the tea i tried to drink big amounts every now and then so that i would get hit hard with it. I had nausea, but never vomited. I kept sipping water and using my energy to make my will(my stomach) strong and burn the chemicals. Skeptics might not believe it but i definitely feel like when i used that energy the nausea would go away. The herb would also help but at a point i stopped that so that i could feel the muscaria more. The visuals were like before, Lines of light, With shapes i could decide the form of. It was kind of like when you're about to fall asleep and you're getting images of whatever you're thinking of. Soon after i started seeing tunnels, but not similar at all to LSD tunnels. They were rectangular or square shaped. At one point, The closed eye visuals became the open eye ones, Like some have mentioned. I could zone out and see a doorway tunnel, And many times i saw a cross hiding within the things i was seeing. After that i saw a crucifix with Jesus on it, Dying then falling off and decaying to dust. The cross was still there and i saw this loop over and over again. I felt extremely drunk by this point,And I don't drink alcohol cause i have acid reflux. I haven't felt that drunk in a very long time, And i decided to lay down. What angers me is that i did not have any memorable dreams that night. I still see tracers and am feeling the head high and the lines of light now, Even in the morning, But I did not achieve what i desired from it. I will not be buying from an online dealer again, And if you do, i suggest to use ALL 30 Gs you buy. then drink like half of it. I was really desiring some self healing dreams that many get, i did not want to just get drunk and trip. I use these substances for their medicinal abilities and it was upsetting that the sad things ive been thinking of never came to light. A couple times i THOUGHT i saw my dads face like right next to me, But i never got to hear him talk or my sister or anyone i miss. I definitely should have taken more. Here is my suggested recipe for it:
30 GS dried, CRACKER DRY, they need to be able to break up to dust by hand. I put mine in the over for a little longer.
6 cups of water
bring the water to 190. I liked to keep mine on 200 but breaching that for too long can be bad. I might have broken the muscimol down some by breaching.
add the muscaria, Make sure its all dust and you did it by hand.
Keep the water at 190-212 (What research says) but i don't suggest breaching 2010.
strain it through a cheesecloth.
let it cool, Add a drink to it if you'd like, I added an arnold palmer, but just 1 to make the taste a little easier. Dont dillute too much or you wont be able to consume enough at once.
LET ME KNOW if you try this method. I would like to know other peoples experiences.