Today I had one of the most intense experiences of my life. Thought I'd share with you fine folks.
I made tea with 4.5gs dried shroom. Within 20 minutes I lifted off. It started very similar to all the others. Feeling of warmth and connectedness with the universe. While enjoying one of my favorite films (Doctor Strange), the visuals became more intense and I could see the walls "melt" so to speak. Then it took a psychological turn. Around the peak (2 hours and 20 minutes in) I began to experience extreme deja vu. I felt as if I had experienced the moment countless times before. I tried to speak to my partner but everything she said and I said felt as if it happened before. It was like I was not really in control of what I was saying and doing. I felt my sense of self seperate from my body. It was as if I was standing outside of myself and observing what was happening. It felt like an endless loop I had always been experiencing and always would.
Long story short, I completely lost all sense of myself. It was one of the scariest and most humbling experiences of my life. While she was able to pull me back to reality, the experience has given me a renewed respect for the powerful, magical fungi. I truly did let go of my ego.
Stay safe out there everybody!
Edited by LegoMyego, 13 March 2019 - 07:52 PM.