I'd like to start of by saying that i am still young. I haven't reached my 20's yet and my brain is under developed and i shouldn't be taking psychedelics at all. That being said, We all have the rules we break. I'd also like to say that this experience was very, VERY profound and when i say something im meaning how i was consciously aware and understanding of something as the trip went on.
I've tripped a good handful of times, Never did i breach 3.5 tabs though. this time i got some nice Dr. Suess designers and really wanted to go big time, So i took 4.
Last time i took LSD i had taken 3 tabs of white fluff, And it made me meet a very scary entity that was attacking me (or so i had thought). Me and my friend both experienced the same feeling of being attacked, And the anxiety of the event went on until my fiance returned home and sort of calmed me.
Thats not the experience im here to talk about, Even though there is A LOT to that one, The scariest one was this one.
When the trip started i thought where i wanted to go. I wanted to use it as a tool to enlighten myself. Right? thats what everyone wants to do.
The bad started when i stepped outside. I sat down and looked at all the trees including the ones in my yard, And saw they all had eyes staring at me. I let myself zone out and eventually saw the trees reaching out towards me and the eyes getting closer.
This freaked me out so i went inside, But it followed me, The eyes. They were all around me, I could feel it hovering around me the whole time. I felt as though i was being talked to telepathically. Each time i would hear the frequencies i could distinguish them as emotions. This 'entity' proceeded to hinder my abilities, Stopping me from doing things that made me happy and relax. Each time i would get stronger and start to keep it from messing with me, It would use my trip against me to make things worse.
I was in a trance the whole night, And none of my friends were aware that i was feeling this because i had no way to explain it.
The 'entity' threatened to hurt me physically if i didnt do what it wanted. It told me it could help me have a child (something i've been trying to do for a while) And it told me that if i stopped believing in god then I would have a child. Somehow i ACTUALLY BELIEVED that this was true, And when i shared it with my friends they helped me understand how things don't work like that.
This experience was very terrifying to me. I wanted to see the life in the trees and the life i saw in them is the same life i felt following me all night.
I'm posting this hoping someone with more knowledge on psychedelics and the spiritual experiences of them can help me understand what i was experiencing and how to prevent this entity from getting me next time.