I got a sack of small skinny cubensis a while back. I grinded it into powder and mixed with roughly the same size amount of honey. When I got done stirring the stuff together I licked the spoon, and got a surprisingly strong little buzz off of that small amount. Hmmmm, I thought, these must be potent little fuckers!
Last night I decided to do a small amount at bedtime, just to color up my dreamscape and improve my attitude about having to work all weekend. I tend to do mushrooms at bedtime, that way I don't have that tense come up nor the mindfuck that usually accompanies them if I do them in my waking hours. I usually tend to do what would be a gram or two and have an interesting night in my dreams.
I took about a rounded teaspoonful of the honey mixture last night, figuring on a light dose since it was a worknight. I had also had a few beers, and my bladder would not let me relax into it like I wanted to. Very quickly I found myself in fractalville and having powerful CEV's. Got up to use the restroom and found I was tripping like I had taken 3-4 grams! Trouble with my equilibrium, trouble seeing the boundary between ME and everything else, and felt like I was all intertwined with the energetic particles I was wading through. The nightlight in the bathroom and the pattern on the walls was unbelievable for the small amount I had taken. The walls and surroundings did not seem solid at all, but something I was immersed in. I was sort of shocked to find myself that way, and had me wondering if I got something besides cubensis. For the amount I did, never have I had Cubensis do anything like this without quite a dose in me.
I ingested them about 1:30 am, and at 5:30 am was still tripping fairly hard. My dreamscape was nonexistent, and I was immersed in DMT like awareness. No thought was complete, but would trail off into the aztec background as soon as it was begun. I kept trying to guide myself back to some normal dreamland, but to no avail, it was all symbols and DMT like loops and swirls and geometric patterns. Tried OMMMMM but didn't get two seconds of it together before I was washed away again. I decided to just let it happen as it wanted to, as I was obviously not in control anymore. It felt like the universe was tuning me up one particle at a time, and that some mechanical crablike thing was taking pieces of me and examining them, changing them, and putting them back at one point, mumbling all the while.
Anyhow I was amazed to find myself having this experience with such a small amount of mushrooms. They looked like dried cubensis, but now I am wondering if they were not something from the woodlover families. Woke up feeling weird and tingly, but refreshed. Coffee tastes amazing! Wow man, just wow...