Posted 04 June 2019 - 12:24 AM
I am overwhelmed with emotion at the moment; so I had to sign up immediatley.
I've searched on the internet many, many times. I've asked people in my life. And I've NEVER found someone else who also sees the lines of illumination connecting the stars. It's always in triangles for me. I see it almost every night. I lay and watch the stars almost every night.
I don't understand my draw to the night sky. Nobody I know understands itit, and give me shit about it. I point out things; and nobody seems to see what I see?? It's very frustrating. And makes me constantly question wtf is going on; doubt myself. But I know it isn't hallucinations. I'm a 38 year old, educated woman. A mother. Pretty much normal chick, lol. But yet I'm not. I've never totally "fit in." Because I always seem to percieve things differently....see more, feel more, react more. It is only in the last few years; through the internet, that I've FINALLY been introduced to people who can recount the same experiences I've had for so long. I didn't even get past the first few posts in that thread before I was in tears and quickly trying to reply
Posted 04 June 2019 - 09:21 AM
Funny how things work out in life. Glad you stumbled upon us.