CallMeCrazy, looking at your new avatar image, I couldn't read much of the quote from John Lennon, but with the first few words, I was able to get it in a search.
When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.
It's true, we may not be able to do much anymore as individuals in what's left of the system, and then it's never been what it proclaimed itself to be. Someone rich has always had their thumbs on the scales, both in economics and justice. But then, while I may scream and yell about its hypocrisy, I am not unhappy. Shit's just the way it is, but I'm still happy to be here now. I am afraid that my ability to laugh about dire shit affects my relationships with the world who takes it all so much more seriously, and I can see that's not easily understood. But still, I can't pretend to be unhappy. I might not like the details, but hey, I'm alive, and in awe and wonder at all of it.
When the deep state's mind controlled Mark David Chapman shot John Lennon, I'm sure he shot a happy man. I think John fought so well for the good, because he was happy. Not happy about.... but just happy. One can be happy and not happy about...