Hey guys i hope that this Topic won't be a interference or wrong place to post it,even if it is please let me know so i can update my Journal in proper Category.
I just wish to update you guys and let you know how i am doing with Microdosing Amanita Muscaria for my Social and General Anxiety,as well as for introspection and healing of my -Self!! So i can hopefully help others to see how this beautiful Fungi can impact lives and help everyone in its own unique way!!
I am on day 10 of Microdosing Amanita Muscaria and it helps me a lot,my brain works so much better,my intelligence is highlighted in a way that i truly feel as if im using much more of my potential and my intelligence itself!!! I still have somewhat 10grams of Amanita and im using somewhere around 0,5grams to 1 gram a day!! And also i just ordered yesterday another 30gram batch that will come in the next two weeks,i just took my microdose 1 hour ago and im literally writing this and my brain works like wonders!Something i haven't felt in years due to my lack of focus and concentration(ADHD),you can really feel it in my Writing Skills,cause i had wrote on this forum before in much worse way,without spelling things properly and such!
Every time i microdose Amanita,and i actually plan to Watch a movie or tv show before i do,i always end up reasearching more about what other had experienced on it and its like time stops fully,when i look at the clock after my 'Reasearch' its been like few hours and im ready to sleep:P.And i can tell you for sure that my Usual 'Vivid' dreams that i had for most of my life,had became even more Vivid and lucid after starting Amanita Microdose daily.Yesterday i dreamt about my Previous lifetime,thats atleast what i remember,cause i was stupid enough to instantly get out of my bed and continue about the day,and thats a big NO no if i want to write what i remember,i always remember my dreams,but if i get up and do something else ,i start to forget it pretty fast.
I only remember myself as being a Little girl in some completely different city,timeline or year on this planet or possibly somewhere else,and i remember that i cried literally all night in my dreams.It was very intense but yet very positively and emotional,kinda hard to describe,and thats why i should of listened to my friend and start my dream journal so i can start analysing it and connecting the dots.Because the night before i have dreamed about my past life,i was actually thinking how i want to go to regression therapy that i have been planning on, to look into my past lives.Its as if Amanita(Spirit) is listening to me,and i truly believe It does.Because i always talk to the Amanita(Spirit) before i take it,and i give my thanks and my wishes to Amanita!!
And ofcourse also,what i discovered much earlier in my life is that Weed was always preventing me from having any dreams or even remembering i had them.So everytime i would stop smoking weed as i would pause on and off in my life,i would experience hardcore vivid dreams.But now that i fully quitted smoking weed,i feel and see the progression of it,especially with Amanita as my companion!!
