The come up has always been a bit uncomfortable, that declines as I do it more often, and I seem to being able to get out of that state quicker. When that tension goes away, my body relaxes, my posture improves and I am feeling like I am truly myself, without worry and without the need to think about stuff. This is a feeling that stays in the afterglow, after the peak has past. This feeling is kind of 'dry' or being detached, which reflects in my humor and sober look on things. Nothing more, nothing less. I like this feeling.
This feeling I only get in the afterglow/come down of acid trips, for me with acid up until that point there is much more tension and discomfort along the way. This might also have to do with that I started out tripping with Lucy, and my more recent experiences have been with Psilly. Psilly seems more friendly to me, and is easier to surrender to.
The more and more I trip, the less there is I can share with a friend who might be dosing with me. Has anyone the same experience? I have long felt that that was a reason to not trip with others anymore, because they find it necessary to keep talking throughout the trip and want to share things. I don't have that need in that moment, and in general. I feel it is okay to not speak for a long time and just experience. I have seen in some of my friends that they feel the opposite way and become very talkative, looking for distraction, for example, asking questions - and I find myself not bothered with them.
Edited by RutgerHauer, 10 December 2019 - 06:28 AM.