So it all started a few nights ago when I decided to go for a "wee-bit" of a journey...I ended up having the most intense psychedelic experience of my life. I have tripped on acid, mushrooms, and a few questionable research chemicals more times than I'm proud to admit....but this was different. Idk why, maybe it's because I ate half fresh and half dried (10 g wet, 1.5 g dry) I read the proportions and felt 10g wet would be similar to 1.2-1.5 dried
It was amazing chomping off the cap of the 8g fresh mushroom as I got to see the entire stem underneath turn a beautiful soft neon blue. I ate all the fresh first, did my usual ritual of walking around the city till they kicked in while listening to my favorite songs and hitting my vape (former smoker). I returned home feeling underwhelmed by the trip, so i proceeded to weigh out a 1.5 of my dried material to really kick it up a notch. I turned on The Wall (the movie) and when comfortably numb came on, I took my last rip of pot (because strangely I thought i was coming down...)
What proceeded would be the most intense experience of my entire life. I felt it all coming on strong and realized I had to get the fuck out of my house. It was pouring rain, and I only made it out with a small jacket (it was 39 out, pretty cold) and a water bottle. My brother was home so I couldn't be there that fucked up. It started as a pleasant walk though a fairly public field while listening to some Chicago and Boston. I knew I had to find a place to lay down and absorb the experience before my heart burst out of my chest. At a certain point it felt as if I had lost all free will. I was guided to this softball field that was pretty isolated from any main streets or houses (also it was like 4 softball fields in one so it was pretty big) and I felt like i could lay there in the rain at 2 am without anyone calling the cops or anything.
As I get closer to the field, I just keep getting higher and higher and higher, until eventually when i got to the beginning of the field, the playground and everything around it looked dollhouse sized. Only the second time I've ever experienced that. I made it to the middle of the field in the pouring rain and just collapsed onto my back, proceeding to completely melt into the earth and completely lose all sense of myself. I was nothing, and everything at the same time, just like I've always heard people say jokingly, except it was true. I laid there for half an hour. I felt no sensation of cold, yet I knew that if I didn't get home I would get hypothermia.
I was then guided home, seemingly by the universe. That was the only way to describe it. Had so many thoughts and revelations that I couldn't even begin to explain in a simple text format. Also I literally felt like a god. Had visions of lost civilizations with ancient geometric patterns and lost cultures. It felt like all of human history was at my fingertips. Ego death to the umpteenth level...oh yeah, I came to the conclusion (or, the universe did FOR me) that there IS a god or a higher power, possibly even a plane of consciousness that exists outside of us.
So, with that being said, there is only one question...
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ME?!
I've eaten 7 grams dried and had NOTHING close to that experience. I heard that fresh is slightly more potent, but not that much......was that BS?! Hahaha