Been awhile my friends-- life is very busy with a baby, and mycology has taken a back seat for the near term (but not forever-- the love is still there, just waiting)
So for the first time in many months, I found myself with a full day alone to transcend.
I have learned over the past couple of years that my tolerance for tryptamines is extremely high, for whatever reason.
Over the past half year I've tried increasingly higher doses of my Semps (1g, 2g, 3g) and also my Pan Cyan's. Just mild barely-visual experiences.
So this past week I planned on going balls-out. I was going to make sure I had a good afternoon.
8 cracker-dry grams of Semperviva.
I chose to first boil them in water with a little vitamin C for about 30 minutes to make a tea, which I drank over 15 minutes.
About 45 min. in I started feeling the come-up.
Then, FINALLY a real solid strong psychedelic experience!!!!
Immense joy, gratitude, beautiful CEV and (less intense) OEV. Fantastic music!
I added in vaped DMT bedded on Damiana, Caapi leaf, and Mugwort (my preferred spice vaping blend) which vaulted the trip to wild, symbiotic heights I haven't experienced in years)
I waited until that trip phase subsided some, about 2 hours in, where I felt almost normal. Then I ate the mushroom fruits themselves. I also took serrapeptase to aid in digestion of the extremely tough, rubbery fruits.
And about 45 minutes later I finely ground 1.2g Syrian Rue seed (previously baked to remove/nullify the vasoconstrictive chems) along with 450mg of isolated tetrahydroharmine extract. Mixed them into coconut milk, and shot it. Tasted like roasted chocolate!
The next 3 hours were some of the best times of my life. I felt such overwhelming contentment, happiness... joy. I sang to my mustc-- I danced so much. I smiled at everything-- the love of my family, life, my wild good fortune at being alive. I soaked up the sun on my porch, feeling the energy of the light absorb into my spirit. I laid on the couch with a healing LED redlight aimed at my face (look up photobiomodulation to understand), revisiting the DMT throughout, and the imagery of infinite fractal spaces without boundaries but completely ordered in their architecture were seen within my closed eyes.
Oh, my friends -- the hypnotic rest and peaceful time laying on the couch with that music, profoundly relaxed, breathing and heart beating as though I were asleep--- thump...............iiiinnnnn..................thump.....................oooooouuuuuut...........so relaxed and content.... such peace and love. So content and happy. I smiled so often with closed eyes. at the smiling faces I imagined within, and with thanks for my beautiful experience after so many years of feeling and fearing I was forever locked away from them.