I fucking love nicotine. I try and justify the habit constantly. Nicotine is a wonder drug with a bad stigma. It's performance enhancing on so many levels. Fucking addictive and typically combined with horrible tobacco (which I love too). Pasteurized tobacco is super nice (Snus)
N. Rustica has made me shit and puke my guts out and I love nicotine (have a tolerance).
I used rapè for a few months to ween myself off ciggs. Fell in love with the meditative and painful experience, but ultimately I don't trust some cured and mixed random powders going up my nose.
Rape will sober you up temporarily during a trip. It’s like being stabbed in the brain. That inner dialogue or inner camera steps back and you're quickly put into a place of reflection/stillness. I'm not sure how if effects most people, but it's different then the typical tobacco dose.
Careful this shit will have you spinning, puking, shitting, and begging for mercy.
For me tobacco or nicotine will provide me with clarity and "give back" control during a rough trip.
At this point I’m over ciggs. Stuck on nicotine orally, by patch, and vape. I'm self-medicating hard with it.
Anyone else notice that not everyone is able to handle nicotine or some are almost more receptive to it. I've never gotten sick even when I started. Everyone around me would get sick. I just felt more "normal" with nicotine. Same with stimulants. Must be that ADHD.
https://clinicaltria...how/NCT00573248
I've quit so many times. I just lose some huge edge. It's a known anti-depressant, anti-anxiety, mentally and physically performance enhancing. I really feel it's an actual nootropic and maybe needs to be dosed in a different way
Edited by rockyfungus, 18 February 2022 - 04:15 PM.