I'm really sorry I have to post this, but I have to post this. I have to quit smoking pot (which I have done sucessfully for about 2-3 weeks now) because everytime I get a bag of shwag or smoke like i normally do (about an 8th or a quarter per day), its generally laced with something that I can not identify. One time, I smoked something that tasted like pcp - one tiny hit sent me off into a salvia divinorum type state, tasted metallic (really bad, like, lingering aftertaste for hours) and I was paranoid and scared as all hell because I have never felt so wierd in any intoxication. Another time, some bud I smoked tasted rather like Windex; ( I was told by a substance abuse counselor of a story of a drug dealer he once worked with that admitted to spraying Windex and or other household chemicals to "boost" up the high so the buyer would think it was "good shit") It was soapy, smelled funny, tasted like windex, and the high was rather wierd. Something like being smoked straight with super high bloodpressure and headaches, and then I ended up in the ER for "panic attacks" or so they said without running any tests. (the stupid STUPID asses at the hospital where I live have killed a friend of the family over a broken leg! Which they caused! I don't trust them one bit!)
Well, I was just smoking like 7 joints with friends playing UNO. I know what a panic attack is because I probably have had one during a coke binge (haven't touched it since! not even caffiene!) and I have witnessed friends experience them. Nothing brang it on but the smoking, I wasn't anxious, tense nervous, upset or anything.
Until i saw my legs turn purple, and I knew that my family has heart complications running within the family as well as high blood pressure, diabetes and such. I ,knowing that my great grandmother died after several heart attacks and possibly anyerisms, have immersed myself with the symptoms of stroke, anyerism and heart attacks as well as causes and symptoms and prognosis of panic attacks and toxioplasmosis whereas I have a fleabag cat.
What I did experience was this:first, a really wierd intense bruise-like probing headache in the exact same spot in the back of the head whenever I smoked this bud. a sudden dizzy feeling like: "woah, I need to lie down." Sudden sense of nausea, weird hot feeling and pressure in the temples and face, my face turned pale white, I couldn't breathe; I felt like I was having an asthma attack, I felt extremely dumbed down, I couldn't even remember my mothers phone number I know i knew it I just couldnt dial!, I couldn't even walk. I tried to get up and instantly fell. I felt tingly prickly pressure and burning sensations in only left hand and left leg from the knee and below, shooting pains within those 2 limbs, intense pressure in my legs as if blood was going to ooze out of my pores, My legs turned a purpleish blue so did my hands, my skin became blochy purpleish red and white, i had sharp chest pain and sensitivity where your heart is located.
and ever since this emergency visit I have felt this come on (never as severely as the 1st time) whenever I smoke more than a half a joint of commerce or whenever I consume caffienated products such as energy drinks or coffee. I randomly get chest pain in th exact same area and tingliness of my left hand sometimes I get wierd pains in my left arm and I bruise very easily if for no reason at all, especially when I hit the gym. I think my blood vessels or veins burst for no reason at all.
THE POINT IS: I just wasworried and curious as to your experiences, thoughts, feelings, and knowledge about laced weed you have smoked. has any of this ever occured to you? Should I be worried? Or should I continue to ignore these iratic episodes of feeling like im dying? If it IS panic attacks, I will gladly accept that it is what it is. ButI am more than sure it is not.
Thank you all for your patience. It is much obliged. :bow::bow::bow:
