Oh that's bad Furthur :/ I hope you can get out of there. That's not a good place to be. Should be condemned.
I don't live at home. A few streets away.
My Mom is actually gaslighting me. I'd love to hang out with her but she's never satisfied. She'll say something to get me upset then tell me I twisted her words. It's fucking bullshit. I just want to live in peace, grow mushrooms and finish my ebook. When I'm away from her I get things done in leaps and bounds but when I'm with her time comes to a standstill. She just wants to smoke, drink tea and basically do nothing but whine. Ffs. She's sent me to mental ward four times.
having issues with family is never ever fun, its always difficult. like msbehavin, I haven't spoken to my father in 10 years except on one occasion, I bumped into him in the court house. that morning the guard at the metal detector was drunk and I saw the opportunity to slip my spring assisted pocket knife through security so I said fuck it, I will try, and succeeded. It was amusing at the least, a rush for sure. he barely recognized me and when it clicked I was his son, he began to shake from adrenalin, fear, whatever it was, he was short circuited and it was truly amusing. gotta say, the though crossed my mind, but I acknowledged his pitiful ass and kept it moving. cant say I still love him, and I am a very, very forgiving person. you get to a point with some people that you have to cut them out of your life or keep them at a good distance for your own mental health, and you are the most important, you cant let others dictate your life or its gonna be miserable, I let that happen for years and I was in and out of juvi and jails, since I decided to let go of certain people, the only problems with the law I have had have been one single incident where the cops raided, at gunpoint, the spot I was hanging out. all they got was a 1/4 of weed, lol.
Edited by Furthur1, Today, 07:27 AM.