I'm not sure how long i was out for and recall nothing but total darkness. I emerged from the other side with the most vivid vision i have ever experienced bursting into my consciousness and awakening me! I will share my vision with you - it was of a plant exploding out of a rock and growing like crazy, many patterns of colors spun and shot outward, the plant infused with mushroom energy and totally alive. It showed me that life indeed is a circle, extremely vital and living, and that nature works so beautifully together. I had never been shown anything like this on mushrooms before.
The image flashed before my eyes and before i knew it I was back in my bed tripping. For a while i just laid there twisting and turning back and forth while scenes and people from my personal life played out before me. It wasn't easy, and i groaned and moaned while electric charges ran through my body making my legs spasm. But one thing helped me move through my trip which i feel was another gift from the mushroom.. you know that ommm sound that people use in meditation and chants, sounds like a didgeridoo? I came out of the darkness with that vibrating though myself and i worked with it through most of my trip. My chant has two parts, starting lower than moving higher, all the while vibrating from within, but somehow a part of everything. My trip was trancelike and i spent a good part making that sound/vibration, even playing with it at times to see how the energies changed. Thank you mushrooms. :bow:
My wife took wonderful care of me last night. When I was cold and spaced out she put a sweater and socks on me. She brought me water and made sure i drank it. Several times throughout my trip i asked her to hold me, which helped center myself and get past some bad spells. Today i got to ask her what it was like sitting for me. She said i spent most of my time on the floor in the fetal position squirming, she could feel my energy radiating out when she was near, and i was cold-sweating profusely. My wife keeps it pretty real, and did tell me that at some points she was annoyed by my "humming" as she was trying to watch a tv show lol. Anyways, thank you so much for being with me last night! I love you! :heartbeat
The five grams i took last night was the most i've ever taken, and the structure of my trip was different then those of past. There were no waves moving in and out after the peak, just one strong experience. It wasn't until ~2.5 hours into the trip when I was able to laugh knowing i had pulled it off - that's about when i logged in and wrote those two lines you see above.
have a good trip friend ;)
You guys have no idea how much that meant to me to read those messages last night - thank you so much! Knowing i have folks back here checking on me helped empower me to take that deep voyage into psychedelia. Thank you Hippie 3 for providing this space for me to share and connect with others - all the information provided, you truly rock my world! :bow: And thank you all so much for checking in and the good vibes!! :)
I like your style. :thumbup:
My trip lasted 6 hours before i wandered back towards baseline. The was a great start for the Nine Moons, i feel very blessed for what i've been shown. I had no idea i'd feel this way, but i want to go bigger, maybe not next time, but definitely someday.
Love and respect from this screen to yours. :heart: