I was hoping for an easy journey( not spending $100's or thousands of $ per learning experience + prescious years ) but the real pleasure is to be found is the path, the journey, not the destination.
You know how my journey started? I bought a Peyote from a local trusted vendor to eat it. It's still alive and I have a couple of 100's more lol. And I started sowing big scale as well. This is therapy. It gives me thoughtfulness, sense of responsibility, calmness, joy and much more. I have actually enough active cacti to send the entire neighborhood on a trip, but I'm still waiting for the right moment..and I'm an very active psychonaut in general.
I love it. It will become and already is my lifework.