Ah, Yes Thank you Guys. It seems as soon as I start to become cynical someone smiles back at me. I had never thought to look on you tube for videos until everybody stopped posting their metaphysical video posts. Then I youtubed a coupla the Authors I really jived with and was shocked that even existed. It sucks that individualism looks and feels douchey, almost awkward. I am very much my own person and I get a pretty big responce from people just that first second,, they find a box in their head and shove me in it. yuck I hate that feeling. I'm finally finding that they can't steal my power by calling me names, and making fun of me. Man, People are mean! Then I start too become them. It's a very cycling cycle. Balap words!?! I read the wonderful quote today. I didn't intend on sharing it but I'm going too.
"To make you spiritually weak they have found a sure method, one hundred percent guaranteed, and that is to teach you not to Love yourself. If a man cannot Love himself he cannot Love anybody else either. The teaching is very tricky. They say " Love Others, Love humanity, love God, Love Nature, Love your Wife, Love your husband, Love your Children, your Parents, but don't Love yourself." ---Because to Love oneself is selfish according to them. (and theyre the ones that love themselves the most)
They condemn self-love as they condemn nothing else - and they have made their teaching look very logical. They say: "If you Love yourself you will becaome a narcissistic." It is not ture. A man that Loves himself finds that there is no ego in him. It is by Loving others without loving yourself, trying to love others, that ego arises.
The missionaries, the social reformers, the social servants, have the greatest egos in the World - naturally, because the think themselves to be superior human beings. They are not ordinary; ordinary people love themselves; they Love others, they Love great ideas, they Love God. And all their Love is false, because their Love is without roots. A man who Loves himself takes the first step towards real Love." Osho
Then from there I see that you Hate yourself and you see me; a Happy attractive person; and you want me to feel like worse shit then you. So you put me down down down....so far down I almost killed myself. but I have one more quote.
"Love is bringing me up.. The Earth feeds my emotions in order to fly away.. Peole shout, fast ,fast! Cut her wings! But my wings are a part of my soul and they can't cut my rainbow douchey wings off. How can they stop my flight?" My own part added here.... every time you kill me I come back stronger.

edit is done because I have to say Wild I really relly like the videos but I have to warn the educated that jugde others (I see this with only a giggle because I'm a stoney klutz) that Man in the first video you posted says "symbolgy" eekkk..... it's symbolism. I wish that words were not so meaningful. Because It's really about actions.
Edited by Stoned Angel, 15 January 2015 - 10:58 PM.