I've always got a feeling that I add little to this forum. And also I've always had the feeling that I am self-loving and arrogant. Less so now than before, but definitely so. I really don't spend enough time here, and I've never been good at adding positive information, too little empathy I think. A flawed human being.
But anyway, sometime in the future, I'm going to be renting a cabin in the mountains, and drinking probably most likely bridgesii, but it depends on if I can get mushrooms; I don't intend to grow again anytime soon. I came out to mountainous country to live mostly knowing that the mountains in the backyard would be the perfect setting, on top of certain opportunities.
I hope that these coming months and years, with the right setting, lead me to clearer insights, a more healthy personality, and all of that. Perhaps I'm crazy. When I tell my brother that I know I'd be happy living in South America where I could easily and occasionally drink Ayahuasca, he thinks I'm crazy.
When it's closer to time, I'll update this thread. Until then.
Edited by Guy1298, 30 July 2016 - 09:52 PM.