I year or two ago I decided to trip during the day when I knew I had a solid 7 to 8 hours of the house to myself. I intended to work on just puttering around my house and property since it was a nice day and see where things went. I had been experimenting with micro-dosing so had ground up some cubes, I believe they were ecuadorans or brazilians, something a friend gave me rather than self grown. I added 2 tsp to a caffeinated energy drink and sipped on it while I worked, then added some more and more over the course of an hour. Note: I will never be this unscientific in my approach again, i.e. unknown strain, known qty dosed etc.
I had been really sick from what was stress induced pre-ulcer etc for two weeks prior to this, and as the trip started to take effect, I felt something I've never felt before or since and have always wanted to repeat.
2) super-charged, super smooth energy
3) confidence in my physical strength (I'm out of shape so where did this come from?)
4) manic desire to clean and fix everything about myself and environment and life, while knowing it couldn't be accomplished in one day
anyways I spent the next 5 hours or so in a manic, frenzied state jumping from one activity to the next, organizing, running around with our goats in the field, just having a blast.
I felt INVINCIBLE, bullet-proof, unbreakable. This is everything about a berserker style energy I've read about, just with no rage or anger. I imagine that is context specific, as the trip was about feeling energized and accomplishing what was in front of me.
Has anyone every had a trip like this? And how the heck do I repeat it?