So, a bit of history first...
There was one summer when I was younger and dumber than I am today, when I tripped 2-5 times a week. By the end of that summer, I ended up getting fried for 3 months, and was stuck in a bad trip, basically a nonstop panic/anxiety attack paired with delusions and fear. I tried weed and other substances to try and level out, but it only made things worse. My brain finally had time to recover and I stepped back through the gates of reality. I was afraid to try any kind of substance, thinking it would just put me back into a schizophrenic mind-state, so I became sober.
That was until a friend of mine sent me some COTG (Crystal of the Gods) Psilosybin extract. They were in the same boat as me, as far as having an overcooked noodle, but assured me this stuff was different, so i figured, eh, what the hell, why not?
3 grams were given to me, in the for of honey squirted into a straw and then somehow sealed. I was wary to take the entire dose, so I split it with a good friend, and then we waited.
I kicked on some Pink Floyd, (Dark side of the moon) and waited. As time passed my perspective began to slowly change, and i found myself in a familiar mind-state, a state i had not been in for a long time, it was like seeing an old friend after a long absence.
My friend was right, this was different, it was clean, my mind was clear and not bombarded with racing thoughts and rabbit holes that led to nowhere. I was energized, excited, and enchanted. My friend and i stepped outside for a cigarette and took in the stars, the trees and the melody of the wind as it passed between branches. Everything was crystal clear, very little visuals with the exception of the occasional wiggles that danced in my peripheral vision.
We went back inside and talked for hours about anything and everything, you all know how it goes.
The hours passed without any negative thoughts or actions, my body didn't feel twisted up or heavy as it often does when i take mushrooms, rather, i felt revitalized, and glad to be alive, a feeling i haven't had in a while. It makes me wonder if I'm ready to partake of other sacraments again, like herb, which i miss terribly.
and with that, a great summary of how the night felt